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3月25日 spyinformant
i know of
why do i still devulge to informant?
not on purpose i know but after which i wonder and guess
informant did her job
he probably did his homework too
acting upon the time when i am soft.
i cannot i still cannot
he is not the one i can disolve in front of
how would i know
how can i be sure?
wat if he is another la senza
"if you need to talk, call me"=" i'll be there"?
hate this!!
hate this ambiguity!
mabbe its the phrasing
the form of speech
i thot i would not think abt it already!!!
okay okay la senza, just la senza
he will just be a la senza
3月16日 so blessed!went g12 today. wasn't planning to go tonight cos i thot wanna rush nparks to submit. and just got stressed by jolim so was a bit sians. but i decided to go anyway trusting that the Lord would have his plans for me. when i was there i had to will myself to indulge in worship. constantly reminding myself to put all else at the foot of the cross and worship becos God deserves nothing but my whole hearted worship. i did and i enjoyed it immensely. tho when ps cesar preached i kinda dozed off a while but the sessions were good. i felt that it is truly gonna be a year of victory and i wanna trust in the Lord for so much.
after coming back i started to prepare the nparks report. just tried to save a pic in word .doc so that it is one file with all the pages. and guess wat? it works!! and they cannot copy and paste!! and cos i needed to compress file to sent over email. it is only screen quality, they can't even print!! hahahaha kinda evil but will give them the editable copies when i get the $$. it was much faster then expected so i decided to try my design abit. tho i din think i can resolve it cos i was not optimistic but God must be watching over me. i tried the jolim suggestion and tweaked my massing abit. and it was really abit and i got it resloved and with all units facing courtyard too!!! so amazing... just a couple of hours ago i was so convinced that surely it wouldn't work! i never know how i really never know but when God works his miracles it just happens! Hallelujah!!! do you see God working his miracles in your life? firstly are you follwing right in the Lord? if you are, perhaps you need to learn to give thanks and be joyful and God will open your eyes to see the little surprises he puts in your life everyday! muacks!! luv ya, Lord! |
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