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2月25日 暗恋桃花园暗恋桃花园
刚看完《暗恋桃花园》 有欢笑，又悲伤。但在最深处，他想表达的意思深而广。若以婷所说的政治立场而言，《暗恋》 代表了中国。含着伟大的共主理想，清廉并带着满腔的热诚。 出发点朴素，单纯，有如那18岁的之凡。 《桃花源》普及化的令人深感亲切。但这亲切中，带着嘲讽，宛如看笑话的心态。埋怨，歧视丈夫后成功的改嫁了但也对新政府， 哦不对是新丈夫不满。
最后《暗恋》没实现它那宏伟的梦。写出的每一封信， 每一句誓言，因为没有行动而赋予存在。《桃花园》的“李登辉”被弃后，流入一个梦幻的理想中，他没意识到自己在人民心中已不为存在。 今时今日要在复返已不可能了。今日所编制的梦幻乐园已没有昔日的税负力，人人当你是放屁。在这新旧交替互争的过程中最无辜，受苦的莫过于那孩子， 子民。
《暗恋》和《桃花园》两剧同时争夺剧场以排练场地但却不欢而散，是否代表了一国两制的荒谬？双方各自认为自己的方式是对的，但最后各自都没找到自己的“桃花园”。 神秘夫人旬的是个《暗》， 《桃》双方都没有的理想，但到最后，神秘夫人的“桃花园”也不符存在啊？ 这理想的国度是真实的吗？ 世上真的会有“桃花园”吗？
反射在你我的微小人生中，我们何尝不是在最求自己的“桃花园”。 寻寻觅觅，努力奋斗，只为了心中的“桃花园”。 会得到吗？把未来理想化，为将来编制的每个梦，实现与否不由你我而知。以我们微小的智慧是永远不会知道的。 那为何不将一切归于上帝安排？ 2月20日 暧昧暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据 何时该前进何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气。
我们大概拥抱都没有权利吧。
虽然暧昧是恋爱进行曲最美的
但不是也是最苦最烦的吗？
不喜欢这种不一定的感觉
琢磨不定
不喜欢对自己的人生没有主宰
不喜欢对自己的心情没有主宰
2月15日 i will hide in the shelter of your wingsi serve a God who is faithful and true
i will hide in the shelter of your wings
for i find my rest in your faithfulness
yes i serve a faithful God....
you know in the midst of the business of rushing for my interim last week, as i was walking back from dabaoing lunch, i saw an eagle. as i was walking thru the service lane at the back of sde, i saw an eagle flew abov me. i was reminded how ohow the lord will carry me. i may be too tired to fly, to timid to take off, but i only need to nestle in the shadow of his wings and learn to be carried by God, then will i soar. it is not by my feable flapping but is by learning to rest, rest in the Lord. have you found your sercurity in the Lord? or are you still desperately flapping? u dun need love to have that glee in your face, you need your sercurity in God. so will you learn to glow and bask in the Lord today. 2月11日 closurei got my answer.
i think i am satisfied to know that i got another good friend.
at least it keeps me from guessing
i wonder where i got the courage to actually ask
even eugene dun think i would.
but i think my detest for the ambiguity and guessing
i need certainty and security to know when hanging out is 'safe'
negotiating my boundaries. that is what i am doing.
sounds like wat i wanna do in my proj too! haha 2月1日 scareda moment i was enjoying
dreaming anticipating
the beauty of distance keeps my imagination
the longing so plain pure and sweet.
but just an inch you inched
i was rudely interrupted
the bubble of my imaginings burst
my security threatened.
i fear my dream come true
for that i cannot handle.
i will run and i will hide
i will be scared of you
though what i might
want is to hold you tight.
i have to wait to confirm my suspicion
i hope i am wrong.
for i know i cannot handle
not now, perhaps not him |
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