my toshiba did it again! rem i was saying it wun on, this morn i brough it to the toshiba centre ans as if by magic, the person just pressed the button and whalah! it went on. hey this is not the first time my toshiba did this to me lor... the last time it hang i also bring it to toshiba and then it behaved make me so malu. the person looked at me like i siao one no prob still wanna go thre make noise. but really i tried it more then 3 times before i was despair and brought it to the toshiba centre. stoopid toshiba! 我有钱买新的就把你宰了！ 真是！·#￥%……

okay back to last min pia-ing for my econs. wish me luck! ta-ta!

have not been blogging for that last 10 days. my laptop is totally gone. it wun even on and i lost all contacts cos the mac laptop does not have the new msn and doesnt connect to my blog. and little blur me never remembered the html of my own blog. the past 2 papers were yucky!! the philo had 21mcqs in 2hrs, ridiculous as it may sound but hey it was really difficult, everyone said so. but since i have pass/fail it.... hahaha wat the hack! my history paper was another one which i am super not confident abt. i am never good at history, rem i always say i have a memory like a seive, only 16kb ram. out of the 2 essays i did the first one was crapalogy argh.... now(well not only now ) i really can only depend on God. may it not be just the results but all that i do be on dependent on God alone. cos unless the Lord builts the house, we labour in vain. so God i wanna thank you for everything that you have done thus far. For every decision i make Lord help me make a wise one, one that pleases you oh Lord. Bless little william and chin jie. thank God for the donor they find, the germany doc, the proper treatment. though from my mini humanly understanding, their condition may not be exactly good now but i know it is not up to me to decide but you. Help me to go everytime with your understanding and bring the Hope and Joy of Yours not mine. erase my own understanding of leukemia and state of Good and Bad, input the possibilities of Miracles from God. Let my believe help to increase theor faith in you too, then may the faith see the acts that will come. because the Lord holds my hands through the treatment, today i will hold onto the Lord and walk back into the wards and tag onto those who needs Him. God lemme not go with my own belief and strenght but with you alone. it is You who will sustain me and any pain, through your eyes i will see the rainbow that is to come and not the gloom that momentarily veils. one more paper tom, God i give it to you okay? but i will rem it is 100% God and 100% man.