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10月15日 captivatingmel just intro me about the book captivating, the female counterpart of the book born to be wild. to be honest, i have my issues abt these 2 books. i can't seem to agree and understand its concept. mabbe its too early to say since i have not read the book myself. but the gist of it is that God has created man to be such that they likes to be worship and needs to be heros to feel a sense of fulfilment. hence their liking for war games, adventure and sports basically to conquer over something. women on the other hand needs to be adored, loved and protected. therefore the 2 must come together to complement each other. that's why the bible says," wives obey your husbands and husbands luv your wives" altho i cannot deny the fact that yes i would like to be adored but i am also a conqueror... come on dun tell me guys dun like to be adored, cared abt and be fussed over... then why do they like girls to peel their prawns. as humans we both have homones of the male and the female, there must be things that we must do to fulfil both our feminne and masculine needs. i cannot believe that the book says that guys like to be hero worhipped and girls damsels in distress waiting for prince charming to come swoop her off her feet. OHMIGOSH!! yes i would luv a prince charming but i can pick myself up very much thank you. and no way will i hero worship a man!!! i worship God alone. isn't that so??? i went to look up book reviews of the 2 books and yes there are others who think that the theory can be a little warped. teaching girls to adore themselves and their feminity when they should be adoring God and putting man up almost to the stature of God where they needs to be worshipped. if they came from the direction of explaining the difference bet man and women i can understand but trying to draw up biblical parallels with God i think its abit too much. i struggled cos ps william talked with conviction abt it and mel recommands it. i know i sometimes thinks differently from other girls, a little too headstrong, too proud and very much a feminist but am i wrong?
man if you wanna be worshipped, prove that you are worthy. till now i have never met one that is. i rem many years ago, when i was young and looking forward to love, i came to a conclusion that i can never truly love a man cos there will never be someone like God who can love me for who i am and unconditionally. 10月6日 how have i been?have not blogged for some time here. i have been super stress out with sch work and i hate how i am coping with it. i just keep breaking down during the last week of the first submission. it is only the first submission ans there is still 2nd interim, tech integration and then the final submission... argh... i am super weak this sem i just seem to handle the stress of so many presentation and submissions everyweek. with so many late nights and stress piling on and no one to sayang me i am just slowly seeing my life seep away. but in this whole ordeal, i saw how God has provided for me and how my spiritual family rallied around me to gimme support. thank you gals all of you who made to effort to pray, to care and to concern in every little ways. it helps to learn that i am not alone and there is someone who understands. and i thank God that he sent someone to help me in the model making. hahah it is the first time i had an elf . i always did everything on my own. i never felt i needed help. i am too strong and proud for that. but this time perhaps i am really at the end of my wits, i willingly accelpted help. i could admit that i lost it and i needed help. i seem to be able to be the weak this time. the whole process, i let himdo the tough parts quite naturally. he is kinda like in the lead. cutting and heating the arylic. i was willing to take on easier parts such as foam cutting. you might say yah wat guys should do the more tiring parts.. but for a girls who totally believes in equality this is not in my definition. but i allowed it to happen. tho in the end i offered to cut the arcylic cos i know it is xiong and he cut so many already but he still did it and i just looked on. i felt like a bimbo i hated but at that point i just did. am wondering if this is wat mel meant whn she said when she met nigel, all her defenses broke down. i must say i felt no romantic tinglings at all just surprised at my own reactions and wllingness to receive help. this surprising reaction made me thinking abt whether i am moved by his actions and if i should have been moved and touched or am i unaware of my feelings. tsk! real is think too much leh... betta stop thinking nonsense and go and bathe and go shopping!!! its my relaz weekend!!!
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